I sometimes wish that i could have friends like in Gokusen or stand up!! the kind of friends when upon hearing that i had gone missing,would instantly go out and search for me all over Tokyo ..or something. i also wish that i wasn't so angry and prone to indulging in things that i shouldn't,so that doctors visits wouldn't turn into secret interventions. i also wish id take my time with katakana instead of being lazy and i wish most of my idols weren't dead. i wish people didn't let me down. I wish that people would just accept that fact that we are all fucking different. lets all get together and laugh at our ethnic differences.